Not before going back to uni I met a guy, who I thought was amazing. I have never felt such an instant connection with someone, I was so infatuated. In hindsight, I was being emotionally manipulated the whole time, whether or not it was intentional on his part. Everything was on his terms and he would pick me up and drop me as he pleased. If I ever questioned it, he would make out I was high maintenance and crazy. I believed him, and would just back down. If someone makes plans with you then lets you down on a regular occurrence, how on earth does that make me crazy and ‘expectant’, if I get upset about it?
It makes me so mad, how swept up I got into the situation and how I’ve let him hurt me over and over. Yet I still can’t stop thinking about him, I stupidly text him earlier today after managing to go through such a hard 10 days without any contact. I immediately regretted it, I can’t even bring myself to look at my phone and haven’t been able to since I sent that stupid message ‘I really need to talk to you’. WHY would I send that? Yes I’m hurting after what he did and all I want is for him to apologise and give me the tightest hug, yet I know this is ridiculous and I’ve just opened myself up for more hurt. I highly doubt he will even acknowledge my message.
How can you care so much about someone, but mean so little to them.
#still the best thing in the history of television
Greg James gets scared by what he thinks is a dangerous animal
The most relatable film ever.